damn it…im not ready…im not ready to move on, i thought i was…i want to be…but my heart …

is holding on to him, i need to take an axe and cut off the little heart like arms

holding onto him. he is dead. he is dead. he needs to be dead to me…thats the

only way to accept this break up, thats the only way to move on. he is dead.
im

driving myself crazy, if no one has noticed.

im officially losing my mind.

i know everyone is tired of hearing about my upset life after my break up. but its by far the hardest thing to go through in life.

it feels as my ex is dead…ill never get to hold him, smell him, or talk to him, again. its hard to grasp that. its hard to accept it. i dont wanna accept it…but i know ill have to.

i’ll i have is the memories him and i made. and those will have to work. i know in time the details of our memories will fade…but my love for him will not.

obama won fair and square!!!!!!! he was the better man, and we really need this change.

its about time we get our country back to normal and running better.

its time to get our jobs back, and money situation handled.

looking forward in seeing what obamas gonna do.