Yes, dave is leaving me. Hes moving out this weekend.
he’s my best friend, and i truly trusted him. Its definitely a shame to see how a couple of 4 years, who have been through so many ups and downs, but always made it through together, came to end.
i’m not ready to say goodbye, im not ready to watch him leave me, im not ready to be single, nor do i want to be, im not ready to sleep alone.
but i dont have a choice.
things seem so unreal.
someone wake me up from this nightmare.
some one tell me he isnt leaving me.
i just wish he needed me, like i need him.
with everything going on in my life, i didnt expect my best friend to stab me in my back.
he totally turned his back on me, and still wont tell me why.
story of my life.
thankkks.
alot has been going on in my life, seems like everyday something happens that adds to my stress.
- the hubby and i have been fighting like cats and dogs, most of the time we don’t see eye to eye.
- we didn’t get the beloved house we were trying to get.
- job hunting is getting rather depressing, as it seems no one is hiring.
- the fact that not having a job totally sucks, and seems to be used as a weapon of means to hurt me in arguments “you don’t have a job ; you haven’t contributed”
- money has been tight, with more bills coming in every day
- i have been so stressed causing my period to be 16 days late, and now its finally here….shhesh.
sorry for the rants guyyys!
♥ dawnie
i thought we could work it out, but maybe love isn’t all it takes to make a relationship work.
he went out last night to the bar, after punching a hole in my wall.
Dawn most likely will be single here shortly. I don’t know why he keeps doing this to me.
And I feel foolish for thinking counseling was helping.
