just ignore this..
damn it…im not ready…im not ready to move on, i thought i was…i want to be…but my heart …
is holding on to him, i need to take an axe and cut off the little heart like arms
holding onto him. he is dead. he is dead. he needs to be dead to me…thats the
only way to accept this break up, thats the only way to move on. he is dead. im
driving myself crazy, if no one has noticed.
im officially losing my mind.

