Well, 3 days ago I started to get a sore throat, and a fever. Then last night I couldn’t even move my jaw because the back of my gum was swollen and absest. When I finally investigated, I realized a little piece of tooth was coming through, being my wisdom tooth. I have a high fever and sore throat as well =/
I can’t wait til I get better.
*kisses.
Hey I was wondering if there where any good self tanners out there. That look pretty real, and not orangey and streaky. I have really fair skin, and I burn really easy. I’d much rather just slap on a lotion! Summers coming up, and I would like to get a real tan, but save the embarassement of being “casper” in front of a bunch of people!
*kisses
I really want to continue to pursue a career in modeling. Everyone today seems like they are doing it. Three of my “real” life acquaintances are modeling, and they aren’t what anyone would call “model material”. They are chubby and normal looking. Pretty much just plain “janes”. I’m not saying I could do it because I’m some glamorous girl, but…if they could do it, then why couldn’t I? I’m a plain jane, and proud.
Is that all it takes anymore? Would love to hear what y’all think.
*kisses*
Remember a month back, I wrote that my 4 year relationship was coming to an end. Well…the end as came. He is looking for a new place as we speak. It’s hard for me to watch him walk out of my life, as he is such a big part of it. It’s been a long time coming, but we always tried to stall it, because we do love each other. But love is not enough to keep a relationship going. Honesty, communication and commitment, are the MAIN factors.
I really wish this wasn’t happening. he means the world to me, and I would easily lay in front of an on coming train for him. We been on and off, on and off. It’s really time for it to be “off” and permanently. I’m tired of being hurt and lied to.
*kisses
